Years have gone by, silent
It still hurts, heart aching
Tears still drop, missing you
Now and then, I still hear your voice
Still see a shadow of you, a memory
Reality hits me again, there is no you
No shadow, no laughter, no smile
It is all memory, a glimpse of the past
Regret? Yes, a little bit of regret
What if, what if I didn't let you go that time
What if I ignored all the boundaries
What if I did not abide by the rules
What if I act stubbornly as always
Will you still be here?
Will you still call me every day, asking all silly questions
Why is the internet not connecting? Why does the TV have no sound
Why did your phone not ring? Why is your bill still not updated
It's wishful thinking, as the past can't be undone
Here I am, still remembering you
Here I am, still missing you
Here I am still crying for you
It hurts, my heart hurts so bad