Inuyasha pov.
I am all alone in the shower and i enjoy one of the few moments i have of quiet moments. Up until this morning, Kagome was my shadow everywhere and the only place to let me alone for a second is the bathroom or when i am doing some work for the shrine. I should consider myself lucky that old Sesshomaru didnt come with my mate and take me away. Im not ready to face my mate, i am afraid that he will hurt my pup. Even though the old Sesshomaru made sure that i will understand the danger i will face in the future so now , all i need is to make some courage and swallow my words and let my mate to ....to.....fuck it. Its not that i am not aroused just thinking about IT, but i have a equal part of fear of rejection or worse.
I close my eyes and i concentrate on the energy around me when a spark of power overwhelm my senses and the source is .....me? I dont know why i feel it but as i search i discover it has a aura and its ....in my belly. My pup ..? I cant be right because a pup is sends the spark of conscience after 3 months but i feel it only after a week and a half, and the power....it to soon .....
I walk out of the shower and i start hyperventilate, i need to talk to him....No i cant .....its too soon but i will need him , his power..... ohhh I can't
I take a towel and i try to dry myself and after i get dressed in my kimono i go down the stairs to search for Grandfather, maybe he is more wise than me and he will help me ... I appreciate Kagome's Grandpa because i feel in him the same energy i feel in Kaede and he is as wise as her so i trust him.
As i come down the stairs i smell food and i hear Kagome' mom in the kitchen humming a song. Grandpa is a t the table reading a bunch of papers that humans call a newspaper and drinking a bitter tea called coffee. As i enter the living room i take a place next to grandpa in hope i could start a discussion about my mate but i look at the table and i see Souta and Kagome are already here and they are waiting for the food. Kagome looks at me and i can notice that she wants to talk with me but her mother beats her.
- Ohhh hey Inuyasha...
-mmm hey
- Are you hungry?
- Actually i am starving....
- ohhh sweet child, food is ready. I made rice, natto,fried egs and kagome.....your favorite....
- Miso soup? Yeeyyy
I dont know but when i heard about natto i just drooled and my stomach waken up and made horrible noise.
I usually can't stand the smell of natto but now i crave it. We all started to eat the delicious food but as we were almost done the sound of the bell traveled in the house. Kagome rise from the table and i hear her conversation with someone outside, a guy, and after that i hear her coming back and she is standing next to her mom.
-Mama.... my friends asked if i could go out in town with them.
- Ok ,Kagome but do not come late like last time.
- I understand mom. Bye....
- Kagome, wait ....breakfast....
I hear the door closing and the sound of a guy who i think Kagome has intimate relationship talking with her. I hope he makes her happy because i know now that it wasnt meant for us to be together. The destiny had other plans and the proof is on my neck in the form of a moon.
I try to eat but for a reason i lost my appetite and now i am eyeing the coffee on the table next to me. The smell is nice but i dont know if i should taste it. I never had something like it, so i take a deep breath , i take the cup and i drink it... At the beginning the taste is sooooo amazing but after 5 seconds i run in search of a bathroom. As i vomit my breakfast i feel a soft hand that touches my ears and helps me with the hair. After i finish i just stand there with no energy. Kagome's mom is next with me with a bottle of something sweet to wash the taste of vomit.
- Come with me....
I rise from the floor and i follow her like a puppy in the living room. As i sit there i hear her making something in the kitchen and after she is coming with a small cup of tea that puts in front of me.
- Drink it... it will help you with the nausea.
I look at her and i see in her look the goodness and a warmth that you can see only in a mother.
I look back at the cup but i dont know if it will help or it will affect my pup.
- Its something that will help you with your morning sickness and dont worry, the child will be safe.
As i hear her words i look at her incredulous.
- I know Inuyasha. Call it intuition or something but i know all the signs of a pregnancy.
- How?..
- Its not hard my sweet. I see the changes. You are glowing and you smell everything you eat, you eat something you refused other times but now you've eaten all and you put your hand on your belly if someone irritate you or when you are thinking.... do you want me to continue?
- No...( blushing)
- Leave the kid alone,....
- But grandpa.... i will have nephews... i will spoil him or her rotten.
- You will not ask how or with who..?
- No baby, come here...
I go in her embrace and i feel her petting my ears softly ...
- I will not ask but i will wait for you to tell me what happened.
- What do you mean... he is pupped this means he is a uke and he has a mate. What is more to say?
- Grandpa.....
-No...he is right, there are not many things to say but i am confused.
- What is it that you are confused?
- The father of my pup is someone i thought i hate but now im not so sure..... when i think about him i feel conflicted between loving my mate and hate of what he done to me.....
- What happened?
- I... lost myself.... i... the mating changed me , i cant explain it but i hate that i'm going to be his bitch but i love the child that we created.. ... i cant stand the thought of me losing my freedom and i wanted to talk with grandpa...
- What is it Inuyasha..
-i dont know if it's normal to feel the conscience of a pup so soon? I mean this morning i felt my pups aura and sparks..
- This doesnt feel right. I know about matings but i never read before about energy so soon. I know about you and him you know...When i was young he told me about my ancestors and his mate and i know for sure that his mate.... ...the other one... that he felt the first spark of conscience after two or three months.
- This is too soon... is something wrong with me?
- Grandpa... you forget that our Inuyasha is not Him. He is different
- Im different...im not him.... so everything could happen differently... ohhh
- Ohhh? You just realised? If you are not him.....your mate is not like him as well. Different worlds different destiny i say.
- I'm afraid....that i..... that he.... will hurt me. After all we were enemies.
My emotions are wild right now with pain of the past and maybe a little hope ?
- Inuyasha....you cant know if you dont try. Think about it... what did you do after the mating?
- I runaway ( whispering)
- And how did your mate felt about it.
- How do i know...?
- Thats the thing.....you didn't ...
- Okay understand. I.... Aahhhhhhhhh
A excruciating pain started in my belly. Its like something is clawing my insides... i am left with no energy to breath and i see black spots in front of my eyes
- Grandpa, what is happening with him.
- Hurry. Bring me the phone. He needs help.
- AAAAAahhhh.....SESSH.....
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Riingg riiing.....
- Sesshomaru Taisho speaking.
-(Sesshomaru, he needs him. He is in pain.)
-we will be right there in minutes.
I jump from my office in the search of my younger self. I find him in the library reading. He didnt stop reading ever since he came here.
- Sesshomaru... we need to move right now. He is in pain., your mate..... he needs you.