Gu Jin didn't listen. She closed the door.
Long Yifan stared at the door for a long time in a daze.
He thought everything was finally going to go back on track.
His heart ached as he sat outside Gu Jin's hotel room.
"Dirty...I am dirty for her...she called me dirty..." He muttered in a soft voice.
His eyes moistened, and a lump formed in his throat.
He had heard many nasty things from others.
Jinx. Idiot. Good-for-nothing. Burden.
Those words hurt him.
A lot.
After growing up, he thought he would be unfazed by any insults.
But now he knew...there was something that could break him.
'Dirty.'
He had become dirty for the woman he loved desperately.
Just a few moments before, he thought they might become friends soon, but now, there was a huge wall between them.
"Why...why did I even speak so much bull sh*t. If only I had stayed silent, we might have maintained the same closeness," Long Yifan mumbled, his voice full of regret.
