"I'll hunt you... Even if it takes 1000 years, i will not be at peace if your heart is not in my hand..."
"I will slay this dragon!!"
As I continue to scream in rage, I feel an intense pain in my limbs.
"Ahhhgg!!!"
"Ahhh.."
It was like my limbs were being hit by a hammer, it was like someone was ripping off my limbs, it was atroce.
"AHHHGGGGG!!!"
"AHHHHHHH!!!"
"AGGGHHH!!!"
I try to resist the pain, and suddenly another pain come, this time it was my hand, it was a burning pain, like my hand was in a bucket of hot water, the skin on my hand that have been ripped off because of my punch were regenerating, my flesh were forming, it was like multiple worms were moving, it was a horrible sight.
"AHHHHHH!!!!!"
"PLEASE STOP THIS!!!!"
"AHHHHHHHH!!!!"
I roll on the ground, tears were falling down my cheeks, I beg desaisperatly, I scream, this pain was just unbearable!!
WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS!!!!!
I HAVE ALREADY LOST EVERYTHING SO PLEASE JUST STOP!!!
"AHHHHHHH!!!!!!"
My mind were slowly going blank, my vision was becoming blurry, my head was spinning.
My eyes were slowly closing.
When suddenly, an urge to vomit come, I try to resist, I try to cover my mouth...but in vain, I vomit.
"Euuurrrgggghhh."
I vomit everything that was in my stomach, I was helpless, I was struggling to breath because it was coming out of my nose at the same time, my eyes were burning, it was like someone was trying to take out something from my throat forcefully, it was painful, I hate this...I HATE IT!!
After some minutes, I was gasping for air.
*ha..*ha..*ha..*
The after taste of the vomit was still there but...the pain has stop.
"Ahhgg.."
I lay on my back, without any strength left.
I breath heavily.
"Ha..."
"..."
A moment of silence, the feeling to struggle was still fresh in my mind, making me tremble in fear..
I was afraid of the pain yes, I was just a boy who wanted to live with his mother..
I-I-I... I want my mother...
Even if i want revenge for my mother I-I-I-..I want her back...
"Mom..."
"Why...Why Why Why Why Why"
"WHYYY WHYY WHYY WHYYY!!!!"
I was hearing a sound of chain breaking, something was breaking inside of me, something was falling apart, I was feeling like I'm being consume, I was sensing something that was dormant slowly opening his eyes, a change was occuring.
I watch the sky, it was already the night, the moon was illuminating the town that now has become ruines, feeling the gentle ray of the moon on my skin, all of my bruise and injury has healed, but something has change in me.
"I need to become stronger to that I can avenge my mother and Orion.."
I said in a cold tone.
"Status."
[Status]
Title: -
Class: -
Blessing: -
--
Name: Rey Raven
Age: 17
Race: human
Mana core: -
--
Strength: 18
Agility: 10
Stamina: 12
Intelligence: 20
Charm: 9
Mana:
[AP]: 0
--
Skill: -
--
Passive skill: Immortality
--
Sitting on the ground, I was analyzing my 'status' again, I was thinking how to get stronger, and I noticed that my mana was sealed.
--
Mana:
(You need to circulate your mana through your body and create a mana core. It's currently sealed for safety measures. You can unseal it. If the system didn't seal it, it would have run rampage in your body, killing you from the inside. And you would have died a slowly painful death, more painful than being pill off your skin.
**Warming**: When unsealing it, you need to be extremely cautious when circulating the mana and forming your mana core, just one moment of distraction and losing control over your mana. You will explode.)
--
Staring in diseblef, I ask myself,
"How the fuck do I circulate my mana..."
Thinking deeply, I try to ask the system.
"System, how can I circulate my mana?"
I wasn't sure if the system would answer my question, but I waited.
[ Human Rey, you need to figure it out yourself, I'm not a fucking babysitter. According to the information I have received on this planet, you humans already know how to circulate it and already know what mana is. ]
I stared at the blue screen in front of me, I was lost in thought when I suddenly remembered a novel that I had read. It was a fantasy type novel, In there, there was an extremely detailed explanation about how to circulate the mana in your body. When you breath, mana will enter your body naturally, but if you don't make it go toward your mana core, it will run rampage in your body. It was written that you need to make the clear in your head, don't think about anything, only visualise your mana, and set an image to the it. The veins in your body are a predestined road for your mana. For moving the mana, it's natural. Just think about moving it from one direction to another. It's your first time, for now make it travel in just one vein.
Now vision your mana as something, a group of fish per example, now imagine your vein as a river, make the fishes go down the river, be extremely cautious and gentle when doing it, to not agitate your them, make the fishes go toward your lower abdominal area, when you arrive, image an infinate sea in a round glass, and make them go inside of it, when imagine them as they're jumping from a water fall connected to the sea. and they will swim endlessly in an infinate sea.
I have an idea of what to do now, I sat cross legs and slowly took a deep breath.
"System unseal my mana."
[The mana has been unseal, I wish you luck. ]
I make my mind empty.
There were already a little bit of mana in my body. Slowly, I started to imagine my mana, I visualised it as liquid, as water, I imagine my vein as a a dry river, slowly and slowly, I make the water flow in it, making the river revive, I slowly go toward my lower abdominal area. I was extremely cautious, At my lower abdominal area I imagine a dry ocean, an ocean without nothing, I make the water drop in the dry ocean, filling little by little, my mana core was a dry ocean that need to be fill.
*Ding*
[ You have created your mana core
*Ding*
[ You have acquired the skill: Shitty mana circulation (Lv.1) ]
As I get the message of the system, I open my eyes, feeling my mana, I sigh in relief. It was a success, even though i didn't understand a shit of what did I just do, I watch my hand deep in thought and clench my fist.
"Wait for me, you dragon bastard..."
As I stood up, i was in a mess, vomit and blood were on my clothes, I was dirty, with the pain i have endure earlier still fresh in my head.
I felt the mana in the air, I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, making a plan of what to do from now on, I open my mouth.
"Status."
[Status]
Title: -
Class: -
Blessing: -
--
Name: Rey Raven
Age: 17
Race: human
Mana core:
--
Strength: 18
Agility: 10
Stamina: 12
Intelligence: 20
Charm: 9
Mana: 10
[AP]: 0
--
Skill: Shitty mana circulation (Lv.1)
--
Passive skill: Immortality
--
"I'll need to think of a solution for circulating the mana in my body.."
After analyzing, I close my status, I start to walk, and I start my search for things that will help me survive..