Rahil, who was going to kiss her suddenly come to realization what he's going to do, then he stopped 'Fuck what I was going to do!!, I was really going to kiss her and give her my First kiss, that I have saved for them, But....' then Rahil look at Subaru Ayase who had close her eyes still waiting for him.
So he gritted his teeth and kissed her, Subaru Ayase who was waiting for him to kiss her feel nothing in her mouth but she had a wet feeling in her forehead and open her eyes. Yes he kissed her on her forehead and this is the only thing he could do now.
She look at him with a complicated expression, on one hand she looks disappointed that that he don't respond to her and on the other hand she felt relieved, that he don't kiss her, otherwise things will take another turn.
On the other side Rahil just remove his hand from her back and put on her cheek, while Subaru Ayase also looked at him and said "why..." with moist eyes.
Rahil reply her with a complicated look "First of all, I don't want take advantage of you, when you are on your weakest point." because he can see her body is currently trembling and this made him came back to his mind, and He really had a hard time holding back himself in such a situation, but he Just can't let take advantage of her. And he also know that she's not loves him atleast yet.
Upon hearing his reply made her look at him with a approval, at least he can control himself in such a situation, yes she's pretending the whole time to see he's reaction, and why she just test him we will know about this later.
But in Yuu case she really hope, he take care of him, and other than him she haven't many people that she could ask.
In this desperate moments of her life, where she knows that her own death will arrive sooner or later. So she want to choose a person who can at least take care of her son until he will be independent. So She decided to choose him.
As for why she choose him, she had known him for more than one and half years and had also work with him that made her to see his character in the meantime she had known him, and she also has seen how realible he is despite his little age, he always act mature and accompany her in usual talks, she sometimes really feels like that she talking to some adult not a 15 yers old child.
Rahil still going on his talk "and..." He stop and take a deep look at her face While caressing her cheek and said "I....will try to look for your cure No.. I will definitely find... So" he softly kissed her forehead and look at her eyes said "So..until please wait for me"
This time Subaru Ayase mind really went blank, and when he said his last words to her, het heart starting racing like crazy and she felt like she's come to her Maiden days and fell in love again.
But the moment don't last long when they were in their own world, suddenly the door knock come "hey Rahil!! How long you will take, we have been waiting for you atleast 15 minutes" Ichika voice come from the outside made the atmosphere broke and pulled Rahil and Subaru to reality.
Rahil and Subaru Ayase look each other and felt embarrassed.
Rahil cough and said "cough cough.. Wait a min, I am coming" to Ichika and look Subaru Ayase whose face still is redden.
He felt now that this situation will be only worsen, if he talk to her more for i.e., Ichika suddenly barge in and see them now so to avoid any drama like this, he said "Atoo.. Subaru.. San well, it seems I can't acompany you any longer, so.."
Subaru Ayase also had enough of him today so she only tilted her and said yes while her face still redden.
When he see her cute action, he really want her now, but he still held it and try to get up but "Haa.. haa..
💕💕" suddenly A moan come again come from Subaru month which made Rahil look at her with a confuse face that want to say are you that desperate to tempt me to you, that you started to play dirty.
Meanwhile she look at his face, despite not had a mind reading ability Subaru Ayase could be sure what he was thinking and that made her give him a deathly glare and pointing in his left hand.
Rahil look at her deathly glare that want to kill someone that made him more confuse, but when he see in the direction she's pointing, made him to sweating hard. He finally know why she had moan, which was his fault or he could say he's left hand that was f@cking squeezing her breast.
Subaru Ayase look at Rahil who was sweating and said ferociously "So how was it?" to her respone Rahil who heard this was confused first but he soon realized it and look at her boobs then starting to squeeze and thought for a while said shamelessly.
"Truly Marvelous perfectly fit in my hand and had a soft feeling that made me want sleep in them"
Subaru Ayase heard this had her anger explode, this boy is really shameless enough to not apologize to her but to squeeze her breast again and review her.
"YOU" she shouts.
Rahil heard her and already went to gate ahead and smile at her and say "Bye Subaru Chan~." and immediately left.
Subaru Ayase look at him running and had slight Smile on her face, she knew he did this to cheer up her, but she knows her condition and already given up.
......
But unknown to her, Rahil take this matter seriously and start to thought 'f@ck it, in the heat of the moment I domineering told her that 'I will definitely look for your cure' and kissed her f@ck me and my habit, how the hell I will found the cure of her terminal illness'
He is thinking this from the moment he come from the hospital and Yuu had already gone in his way, currently only Ichika and he are on the way to their home. He also knows that finding her cure is currently impossible for him, but when he look at her eyes at that moment he couldn't control himself and told her.
Ichika had seen him from the hospital to until now, he seems to has been thinking something, and thought before when she had seen him running from the room and she also heard the shout of Subaru Ayase and suddenly a bold idea come to her mind, but she instantly rejected this guess.
But she still asked him "Hey.. Rahil What are you thinking this whole time, while ignoring me."
Rahil thought came to stop when he heard Ichika voice and look at her who look at him with a curious looks so he dismissed the thought of Subaru Ayase, anyway according to doctors she's still has six months left.
So he will try to find the cure in the meantime and he had a feeling that in the future he's life going to change and this feeling has never betray him because every time he feel this, then only good things will happen to him so he could only wait and see.
Looking at Ichika, she still waiting for his answers he took a deep breath and said "Nothing much just thinking about something" he lied her.
But Ichika has a suspicious look on her face and thought for a while and said "Are.. you perhaps thinking about Subaru sensei" which shocked Rahil and thought how could she come to know his thoughts but he soon stabilize his expression and prepare to tell other lie but Ichika did not miss his shocked face, which made her guess from before were true and ask.
"Hmm.. You really thinking about Sensei, fufu... so quickly tell your me what happened between the two of you when you're ALONE in the room with her" she said with a smile that smile made him look scared and that Alone part made him sweat.
So in this situation Rahil only do what a civilized person will do and that was "wha-t are yo-u talking about Ichika, nothing happened between us" While Running.
Old saying- Never argue with a girl when she's angry with you and the fault lies in you, in this situation you only have two options, one to act apologize and smooth the things and the other is Run.
Rahil choose option to run because he don't want tell her what had happened in the room, and he is sure if he tell her the truth now, he knows what comes next,and he is not a dense person so he knows Ichika has feelings for him but had not told him for some reasons.
Ichika who heard his reply to her with a trembling voice while running and seeing this, she also start to chase after him with the same smile "wait Rahil~ why are you running" which made him more scared, so he will not stop.
[A/N- The next chapter will be the slightly Hot scene that will surprise Rahil..... So immediately mark this book your favorite. ❤
and thanks to those who had already mark my book favorite]