If at this moment, faced with what's happening right in front of me, I bow my head in defeat.
Violet will undoubtedly, in the subsequent contemplation of the situation that may arise, pose more of those questions to herself, thus leading to further understanding and inquiry.
By then, she would find herself in an extremely embarrassing predicament, confronting the complex and difficult issues, falling into an endless cycle of entanglement and despair.
Then, all that might come after, the understanding and recognition she may have regarding the issues.
It would not be likely to have what appears to be a more satisfactory cognition and clear understanding that others seem to possess.
Only by confronting the situation before her right at this moment, with what seems like her most extreme defiance and denial.
After all, the understanding of the issues that may follow.