Was it wrong to be obsessed with your husband?
She didn't think so, isn't it a wife's duty to be obsessed with her husband?
But then comes the question,
Kushina if you are obsessed with him then why do you let him be with other women?
That is an excellent question indeed and her answer would be.... that some sacrifices need to be made.
To guarantee her happiness she decided to make some compromises, because even if she didn't want to admit, she was the one who was at a disadvantage in their relationship.
She was the one who fell for him hard, his presence in her life became too important for her and her dependence on him also became high. She couldn't even imagine him one day leaving her.
Thus she decided to be the wife that would support him 100%, and the women with whom he had relationships were ones she could get along with without much trouble.
It was like she had a big family. Him getting together with Mikoto was kind of her fault, because she was the one fanning the flames because she honestly couldn't let Mikoto remain miserable in her life.
And thus it began and now here they are here..... that was the only answer she could give.
Kushina knew Itsuki loved and cared about her, but sometimes she couldn't help but feel a little insecure. In times like those her smooth brain would suggest ideas like, what if they had their own bundles of joy? Running around their house.
She knew Itsuki genuinely cared about Naruko and treated her like his own, but no matter how much she tried to sugarcoat the fact, the fact was that Naruko was another man's child and she was making him raise her.
Thus she believed giving him a child of his own would make everything solid and she wouldn't have to worry about anything.
Honestly, she knew she was overthinking the issue a bit too much, her husband was not that kind of person so she didn't have anything to worry about.
But once an idea or thought gets lodged in your head ..... it gets stuck there.
She couldn't help but fantasize about their huge family, Naruko having a sister or brother and she couldn't help but want to make it a reality but she knew Itsuki wanted the kids to grow up a bit before trying to have kids of his own so as not to neglect Naruko and the others.
He said he wanted them to be good and reliable big sisters to their younger siblings.
When he said those words she couldn't help but push him down on the bed and show her appreciation for this wonderful man.
Believe her! She wasn't horny! She was just showing appreciation and...maybe a bit horny for her husband.
But! She wasn't horny!...
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Kushina finished prepping the meal and ran to her room to select the correct set of lingerie to blow her husband's mind tonight.
Because tonight was a special night because she would be hogging him all to herself, she had already consulted the rest and they were supportive of her this also gave them the idea to maybe buy something 'unique' to properly 'reward' their husband (except Kyouka).
Although Pakura was still in the budding sweet stage of her relationship where she was spreading sugar everywhere it was so sweet that they might get diabetes if not for them being married to the same man.
It was Pakura's first love so the reason for it being so sickly sweet.
Being a shinobi, love was a foreign term to them and it was an extreme luxury for one to feel love.
Falling in love was very foreign to many shinobi and only the lucky ones got to experience it.
Pakura felt like she was on Cloud 9 { Not the esports org ... sorry, tehee } as her body and mind felt like they were supercharged with energy.
She felt like every day was the happiest day, her life felt so bright that she would wake up with a smile every day. Thinking about his smile, his voice and his touch made her heart beat a million times a minute.
Pakura felt so fluttery and free that she felt like she would float. She couldn't help but want to spend every second, minute, hour of her day with him.
She didn't care what they did, she just wanted to be in his presence. She loved him so much that sometimes she felt like screaming how much she loved him but she didn't do it ( thankfully ) due to embarrassment.
To think she would fall in love with someone she would have called an enemy in the past, her past self would have looked at her in disgust and called her a traitor.
But she didn't care because she wouldn't trade anything for the current life she had.
She thought it was very good that Sunagakure betrayed her, and because of that she was able to be with Itsuki without any guilty feelings.
It was an outrageous thought but that's how she felt because she would have felt immensely guilty if she betrayed Sunagakure for Itsuki.
Although it was painful to admit it, she would have given up Itsuki for Sunagakure no matter how hard she would force herself to forget about him because her morals wouldn't allow her to betray her village for him.
Her love for him wouldn't allow her to hurt him, but she wouldn't leave the village that raised her for him.
Even she couldn't believe how hard she fell for him... But honestly, it was the best thing that happened to her.....
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A.N: Sorry if anybody wants to see a brother, not happening. Many might be off-put by the fact that his children will only be girls.
But I really dislike boys as kids because they are little gremlins who annoy the hell out of me. And I physically feel cringe when I write fluffy bond moments between father and son because my dad was anything but fluff lol.
A major reason why I wrote Naruko instead of Naruto. Because if it was Naruto and Sasuke, I promise you that they wouldn't have any screen time.
Little sisters and daughters are cuter, boys become uncute when they cross 5, hell I find them annoying when they cross 1 year. It's not too late to drop it, none of my fics would contain boys and if you gonna talk about how it is realistically impossible..... brother it is a fanfic
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Gib the powerstones ... Then Pakura can join C9 and replace the void left behind by Shroud....
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