After realizing, Lin Chuxia apologized to him, "I'm sorry, I didn't realize you were here to see me. Um, did you come to talk about something? Would you like to talk about it?"
Considering how both times he came to see her he did so sneakily, and how he had run away immediately after being caught last time, Lin Chuxia subconsciously thought that what he wanted to discuss might be difficult to articulate.
An Mingyu indeed felt it was difficult to articulate, but what made him feel this way was not what one might expect—it was—
"Um, I'm sorry..."
I'm sorry, I kept hurting you over and over again in the past.
I'm sorry, I stabbed you repeatedly when you were most helpless.
I'm sorry, when you needed your family's support the most, I was never able to help.
There were countless apologies and regrets he wanted to express, and he didn't know how to start, nor could he utter a word.
Because he felt he had already lost the right to be forgiven, he really had failed terribly...
