Shen Xiaoman was emotionally charged, still talking non-stop, "My childhood was filled with shadows, they said that Lei Diao killed my mother, the Lei Family were my enemies, so they sent me to infiltrate the Lei Family, waiting for a chance to kill all members of the Lei Family. But I couldn't do it, I was young, but I could distinguish right from wrong, I knew they were bad people, not my father, I didn't believe them... Later, Fatty Shen adopted me, that was the luckiest thing in my life, after I lost my memory, he doted on me like a real father, spoiling me rotten. Even now, I still think, if only I were really born to Fatty Shen, if only I were Shen Xiaoman, and had nothing to do with the surname Ouyang. Because that way, at least, I could be with Zijia, to love each other genuinely. I really don't understand, what did I do wrong, why did you abandon me in swaddling clothes, was it because I was ugly, or because I was dumb?"