"You have made me give up the hair Father gave me, the eyes Mother left me, the Color I was born to, SO H will keep the name they granted me, and you can make it work." 'I liked it better when you didn't act like a Gold,'" Dancer grumbles
"Now, the key to dining like an Aureate is to eat slowly," Matteo says as we sit together at a table in the penthouse where Dancer first showed me the world. "You will find yourself subjected to many Trimalchian feasts. On such occasions, there will be seven courses--appetizer, soup, fish, meat, salad, dessert, and libations.' He gestures to a small tray laden with silver- ware and explains the various methods for eat- ing with each Then he tells me, "If you must urinate or defe- cate during the meal, you hold it in. Controlling one's bodily functions ST expected of an Aureate. C "So these namby-pamby Goldbrows aren't al- lowed to shit? And when they do, I wonder, does it come out gold?" Matteo slaps my cheek with his glove. "If you're so eager to see red again, let your tongue slip in their presence, goodman, and they'll be happy to remind you what color all men bleed. Manners and control! You have neither." He shakes his head. "Now, tell me what this fork is used for." I want to tell him it's used for picking his arse, but I sigh and give him the correct answer. "Fish, but only if the bones are still in the dish." 'And how much of this fish are you to eat?" "All ofit," I guess "No!" he cries. "Were you even listening?" His small hands clutch his hair and he takes a deep breath. "Must I remind you? There are Bronzies There are Golds. And there are Pixies." He leaves the rest for me to finish. "Pixies have no self-control," I remember aloud. "They take in all the treats of power, but do pissall to merit them. They are born and they chase pleasure. Righto?" "Prime, not righto. Now what is expected of a Gold? Of a Peerless Scarred?" "Perfection." "Which means?" My voice is cold as I mimic a Gold's accent. "It means control, goodman. Self-control. I am per- mitted to indulge in vices SO long as H never permit them to usurp control. If there is a key to understanding Aureates, it is found in under- standing control in all its forms. Eat the fish, leave twenty percent to indicate its deliciousness did not overpower my resolve or make slaves of my taste-buds." "So you were listening after all." Dancer finds me the next day as I practice my Aureate accent in the penthouse's holomirror. I can see a three-dimensional depiction of my head in front of me. The teeth move strangely catching my tongue as I try to roll my words. I am still becoming used to my body, even months after the last of the surgeries. My teeth are larger than I initially thought them. It also doesn't help that the Goldbrows speak as though they've had golden shovels stuck up their bloodydamn stink- holes. So I find it easier to speak like one if I see that I am one. The arrogance comes easier. "Soften your r's," Dancer tells me. He sits at- tentively as I read from a datapad. "Pretend as though there is an h in front of each one." His burner reminds me of home and I remember how ArchGovernor Augustus seemed in Lykos. I remember the man's serenity. His patient conde- scension. His smirk. "Elongate the l's." "Is that all the strength you have?" I say into the mirror. "Pixies have no self-control," I remember aloud. "They take in all the treats of power, but do pissall to merit them. They are born and they chase pleasure. Righto?" "Prime, not righto. Now what is expected of a Gold? Of a Peerless Scarred?" "Perfection." "Which means?" My voice is cold as I mimic a Gold's accent. "It means control, goodman. Self-control. I am per- mitted to indulge in vices SO long as H never permit them to usurp control. If there is a key to understanding Aureates, it is found in under- standing control in all its forms. Eat the fish, leave twenty percent to indicate its deliciousness did not overpower my resolve or make slaves of my taste-buds." "So you were listening after all." Dancer finds me the next day as I practice my Aureate accent in the penthouse's holomirror. I can see a three-dimensional depiction of my head in front of me. The teeth move strangely catching my tongue as I try to roll my words. I am still becoming used to my body, even months after the last of the surgeries. My teeth are larger than I initially thought them. It also doesn't help that the Goldbrows speak as though they've had golden shovels stuck up their bloodydamn stink- holes. So I find it easier to speak like one if I see that I am one. The arrogance comes easier. "Soften your r's," Dancer tells me. He sits at- tentively as I read from a datapad. "Pretend as though there is an h in front of each one." His burner reminds me of home and I remember how ArchGovernor Augustus seemed in Lykos. I remember the man's serenity. His patient conde- scension. His smirk. "Elongate the l's." "Is that all the strength you have?" I say into the mirror.