"I did not come to speak with you," she says without a hint of emotion. "I came for Cassius."
Her horse is small and lean. Its hooves nicked. Extra clothing makes her saddle fat. I see no weapons other than a crossbow. They are a mountain House--more clothing for colder cli- mates, smaller horses for harder rides. Unless it is deception. make her show me her ring. It is a mourning tree-the cypress of Pluto. Its roots leak into the ground. Two of her fingers are gone. Burns seal the stumps, so they have ion weapons. Her hair clatters when she moves. I don't know why.
She looks me over quietly, as though judging me against her master.
Apparently I am lacking.
"Cassius au Bellona, my master desires the Reaper." She goes on before either of us can say a word. We're too surprised. "Alive. Dead. We don't care. In return for him, you will receive fifty of these for your ... army."
She tosses him two ionBlades. "You can tell your master he should come face me himself," I say.
"I make no words with dead boys," Lilath says to the air. "My master has put the mark on the Reaper. Before winter comes, he will be dead. By one hand or another."
"You can go slag yourself, Cassius replies.
She tosses Cassius a small pouch. "To help you make your decision."
She does not speak again. Quinn raises her eyebrows and shrugs her confusion as she leads Lilath away.
I look at the small pouch Cassius holds in his hands. Paranoia overwhelms me. What is inside? "Open it,"' I say.
"Nah. She's mad as a Violet, that one," Cassius laughs. "Don't need her to infect us.'" Yet he tucks the pouch in his boot. I want to scream at him xO open it, but I smile as though there is nothing to worry about.
"Something was wrong in her. Didn't seem uman," I say casually.
"Looked like one of our starved wolves." Cas- sius gives the ionBlade a swing. The air shrieks. "At least we got these two. Now I can teach you how to duel properly. These'll go straight through duroArmor. Dangerous things, really."
The Jackal knows about me. The thought makes me shiver. Roque's words are worse.
"Did you notice how her hair clattered?" he asks. His face is white. "Her braids were laced with teeth."
We must prepare to neet the Jackal's army. That means consolidating my forces and elim- inating lingering threats. I need the remainder of House Diana in the Greatwoods destroyed. And I need House Ceres. I send Cassius with the Howlers and a dozen horsemen to destroy the remainder of Diana. The rest of my army and slaves I take back to our castle to prepare for the Jackal. I've not yet devised a plan, but I'11 be ready for him if he rears his head.
"After sleeping in dead horses, our Howlers will probably stink them out of the Greatwoods!" Cassius laughs as he spurs his horse away from the main column. "11l sic Goblin on them and be back before you're even in bed."
Sevro does not want to go without me. He does not understand why Cassius needs his help to mop up the remainders of Diana. I tell him the +ruth.
"Cassius has a pouch in his boot, the one Lilath gave him. I need you to steal it."
His eyes do not judge. Not even now. There are times when I wonder what I did to earn such loy- alty, then others when I try not to press my luck by looking the gift horse in the mouth.
That night as Cassius lays siege to Diana in the Greatwoods, the rest of my army feasts behind our tall highland walls in Mars Castle. The keep is clean and the square merry. Even the slaves are given June's thyme-roasted goat and venison drizzled with olive oil. I watch over it all. The slaves look down out of embarrassment as I pass, even Pax. The howling wolf on his forehead has crushed his pride. Tactus alone meets my eyes. His dark honey skin is like Quinn's, but his eyes remind me of a pitviper's.
He winks at me.
After my victor y over Pax, my highDrafts seem to have finally fully embraced my leadership, even Antonia. It reminds me of how I was treated on the streets after Mickey carved me. I am the Gold here. 1 am the power. It's the first time Ive felt this way since sentencing Titus to death. Soon Fitchner will come down and give me the Primus hand from the stone and all will be well. Roque, Quinn, Lea, and now Pollux eat with me. Even Vixus and Cassandra, who normally sit in commune with Antonia, have come to give their congratulations on the victory. They laugh and clap me on the shoulder. Cipio, Antonia's plaything, is counting the many slaves. Antonia herself does not venture my way, but she does tilt her golden head in approval. Miracles do hap- pen.
I am Primus. I have five golden bars. Soon Fitchner will come to bestow the honorifics. In the morning, House Ceres will fall. They have less than one-third our number. With their grain to feed my army and their fortress to use as a base of operations, I will have the power of four Houses. We will sweep away whatever is left in the North and then descend upon the South be- fore the first snow even falls. Then I will face the Jackal.
Roque comes to stand beside me as we watch the feast.
"I've been thinking of kissing Lea," he says sud- denly to me. I see her laughing with several mid- Drafts near one of the fires. She's cut her hair short, and she spares us a glance, coquettishly ducking her head when Roque holds her gaze. He blushes too and looks away.
"I thought you didn't like her. She follows you about like a puppy.' I laugh.
"Well, yes. At first she didn't intrigue me be- cause I thought she was attaching herself to me as one would to a....life raft to stop from sinking. But... she's grown ..."
I look over at him and laugh. I can't stop laugh- ing.
We look like blond wolves. We're leaner than when the Institute began. Dirtier. Our hair is long. We have scars. Me more than most. I'm likely too dependent on red meat. One of my mo- lars is split. But I laugh. I laugh till my molar an't take it anymore. 'd forgotten that we are people, kids who have crushes.
"Well, don't waste the first kiss," I say. "That's my only advice."
I tell him to take her somewhere special. Take her somewhere here that means something to him, or them. I took Eo to my drill-Loran and Barlow made jokes about that. The thing was off and in a ventilated tunnel, so we didn't have to wear frysuit lids, just had to watch for pitvipers. Still she sweated from excitement. Hair clinging to her face, to the nape of her neck. She gripped my wrist so hard, and only let go when she knew she had me. When I kissed her.
I grin and slap Roque on the butt for luck. Uncle Narol says it's tradition. He used the flat of a slingBlade on me. I think he was lying.
I dream of Eo in the night. I do not often sleep without dreaming of her. The castle's high tower bunk beds are empty. Roque, Lea, Cassius, Sevro, the Howlers, are gone. Except for Quinn, all my friends are off. I am Primus, yet I feel so alone. The fire crackles. Cold autumn wind comes in. It moans like a wind from the abandoned mine tunnels and makes me think of my wife.
Eo. I miss her warmth in the bed beside me. I miss her neck. I miss kissing her soft skin, smelling her hair, tasting her mouth as she whis- pered how she loved me.
Then I hear feet and she fades.
Lea bursts through the dormitory door. She talks frantically. I can barely understand her. I stand, towering over her, and put a hand on her shoulder to calm her. It's impossible. Manic eyes look at me from behind her short-cut hair.
'Roque!" she wails. "Roque has fallen into a crevice. His legs are broken. I can't reach him!"
I follow her so fast I don't even bring my cloak or slingBlade. The castle is asleep except for the guards. We fly through the gate, forgetting the horses. I shout for one of the guards to come help ne. I don't watch to see if she does. Lea runs ahead, guiding me down into the glen and then up over the northern hills to the highland gulch where we made our first fires as a tribe. The mists are thick. The night is dark. And I realize how stupid I am.
It's a trap.
I stop following Lea. I don't tell her. I don't know if theyll come from behind me, so I dive to my belly and shuffle to a gully so that I am lost in the mist. I put ferns over myself. I hear them now. The sound of swords. Of feet and stunpikes. Curses. How many are there? Lea calls my name frantically. She is not alone now. She's led me to them. I hear crooked Vixus. I smell Cassandra's flowers. She's always rubbing them on her skin to cover her body odor.
Their voices call to each other in the mist. They know I discovered their trap. How can I get back to my army? I dare not move. How many are there? They look for me. If I run, would I make it? Or would I end up on the end of a sword? I have two knives in my boots. That is it. I pull them out.
"Oh, Reaper! Antonia calls from the mist. She's somewhere above me. "Fearless leader? Oh, Reaper. There's no need to hide, darling. We're not mad at you ordering us about like you're our king. We're not indignant enough to bury knives in your eyes. Not at all. Darling?"
They call taunts, playing on my vanity. Ive never had much, but they can't understand that. A boot steps near my head. Green eyes peer through the darkness. I think they see me. They don't. NightOptics. Someone gave them nightOptics. I hear Vixus and Cassandra. Anto- nia grows frustrated.
"Reaper, if you do not come out to play, there shall be consequences." She sighs. "What con-sequences, you ask? Why, wil cut 1ittle Lea's AY throat to the bone'" I hear a yelp as Lea's hair is seized. "Roque's lover. ..."
Idon't come out. Goddammit. I don't come out. My life is more than my own. It is Eo's, my fam- ily's. I cannot throw it away, not for my pride, not for Lea, not to avoid the pain of losing another friend. Do they have Roque too?
My jaw aches. I clench my teeth. My molar screams. Antonia won't do it.
She can't.
"Last chance, my darling. No?" There's a meaty sound followed by a gurgle and a thump as a body crumples to the ground. "'Pity."
I loose a silent scream as I see the medBot whine through the night's mist. For all the power in my hands, in my body, I'm powerless to stop this,them.
I do not move until the early morning, when I am sure they are gone. The medBots did not take Lea's body away. The Proctors left it so I would know she died, so I could not hold on to hope that somehow she lived. The bastards. Her body is fragile in death. Like a little bird that has fallen from the nest. I build a cairn over her. The stones are high but they will not keep the wolves away.
I do not find Roque's body, so I do not know what has become of him. Is my friend dead?
I feel a ghost as I pick my way along the high- lands, circling around the castle to avoid Anto- nia's henchmen. I put myself in the path Cas- sius will take in returning from the Greatwoods, hiding beneath shrubs to stay from sight. It is midday when he returns at the head of a small column of horse and slaves. He kicks his horse forward to greet me as I come from the shrubs.
'Brother" he calls. "I brought you a gift!" He hops off and gives me a hug before pulling out one of Diana's tapestries and wrapping it about my shoulders. He pulls back from me. "You're as pale as a ghost. What's the matter?" He picks a leaf out of my hair. Maybe that's when he sees the sadness in my eyes.
Sevro rides up behind him as I tell them what has happened.
"The bitch," Cassius murmurs. Sevro is silent. "Poor Lea. Poor Lea. She was a sweetheart. Do you think Roque is dead?"
"I don't know." I say. "I just don't know." "Gorydamn." Cassius shakes his head.
"A Proctor must have given Antonia nightOp- ics," Sevro speculates. "Or the Jackal bribed her. It fits."
"Who cares about that?" Cassius cries, flinging out his arm. "Roque may be wounded or dead out there, man. Don't you register?" He grips the back of my neck and brings my forehead to his. "We'll find him, Darrow. We'1l find our brother."
I nod, feeling a numbness spreading in my chest.
Antonia never returned to our castle. Neither did her henchmen, Vixus and Cassandra. They failed to kill me and must have fled. But to where?
Quinn flings her hands up in the air and shouts at us as we come through the gate.
"I didn't know where the goryblazes anyone was! The slaves outnumbered us four to one till you got back. But it's fine. It's fine." She grips Cas- sius's hand when we tell her what's happened. The tears well in her eyes for Lea, but she refuses to believe Roque is dead. She keeps shaking her head. "We can use the slaves to search for Roque. Probably wounded and hiding out there. That's it. That has to be it."
We do not find him. The entire army searches. Not a sign. We convene in our warroom around the long table.