Entry #131 — Disappointment
``IT'S NO USE! IT'S NO FUCKING USE!
I can't! I just can't seem to keep them ALIVE!
I don't know what the FUCK I'm doing wrong!
I've tried everything! EVERYTHING!``
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Entry #134 — Soul Density
``I've come to realize something.
Awakened have different levels of potential.
I used to wonder why.
Why could I only ascend to [C-rank], while my childhood friend — the boy I grew up with like a brother… the boy who betrayed me — could reach [S-rank]?
Why can't everyone continue developing their Origin Cards infinitely?
Why can't we just keep absorbing Essence and leveling up our souls?
Now I know.
It's because every soul has a Density.
I've confirmed this through my experiments. Even after fusion, some individuals retain their sense of self over their fused counterparts.
No matter how identical both Subjects are — in body, in background, in personality, even in powers — one of them always dominates the other.