After four utterances of "fuck," Niu Xiangui slowly began to regain his ability to think.
For him, the memories had stopped the moment his heartbeat ceased.
At that time, despite his fear, Niu Xiangui felt more relief, as he had been tormented by illness for a long time, and his daily quality of life was terrible.
This reminded Niu Xiangui of his old father, who also suffered greatly from illness at the end of his treatment. He wanted to give up several times, but Niu Xiangui, as the son, couldn't bear it. He kept seeking specialists and buying imported medicines, eventually extending his father's life by two more months.
But looking back now, his father had spent those two months lying in bed, unable to care for himself, enjoying no pleasures, and living each day in great pain.
So when it was his turn, Niu Xiangui gave up quite quickly.
Of course, this had a lot to do with his encounter with Li Yu and the trick Li Yu showed in the ICU.
