Almost one month passed...
Yn has recovered fully and her mother in law also went back home. Taehyung strictly prohibited Yn to do any house chores and hired a maid. Still when she pleaded him he agreed her to make food SOMETIMES only when she feels like it.
Their life was back to normal but seeing Yn's happy face Taehyung hesitated to tell her the biggest truth. He tried telling her indirectly but failed everytime... He just couldn't bring the courage to speak.
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It was already bedtime and Yn was preparing their bed. Taehyung was taking a shower.
Just then Yn saw a notification popped up on Taehyung's phone screen. She ignored at first then it buzzed again. She thought it might be something important and peeked a little... Then saw it was a message from some hospital but it wasn't the hospital she was admitted in. She frowned for a moment and wondered then again one message popped up and this time it was a report.
She hesitated at first but then at last checked the message. And raised her eyebrows in confusion when she saw Taehyung already interacted before.
(The text)
Xxxx clinic
Thanks for your visit Mr.Kim.
Here's the report attached below.
•attached document•
Yn opened the file and after reading the report her confusion reached its peak.
"Fertility test? What's this? Why did he tested this without even informing me?..."
When she read more about her test result her whole world collapsed when she saw that she's infertile. The phone slipped through and her knees went weak... She sat on the bed totally shocked...
She felt too many emotions.. she didn't know what to react... About her report or about the fact that he knew it all along...
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Tae's pov
I'm such a coward... I tested something important without even informing her. I know the results already but still i want to reassure myself before telling her. I am sorry Yn i hope she understands.
Just when i finished showering while thinking about how I'm gonna tell her today... I walked towards the bed and saw Yn blankly staring at the wall. I frowned and sat beside her. I checked her temperature but it was normal i wondered what happened to her.
End of pov
"Love, are you okay? You seem stressed" Taehyung asked her that's when he heard her Chuckle painfully and she looked at him.
She showed him the report and when his eyes went to the report he immediately knew everything is fcked up now.
He looked at her teary eyes burning with rage also because of him hiding this huge information from her. He didn't know what to say anymore because he knew it's of no use now... He lowered his gaze and took her hands in his "baby please let me explain once.... Don't hate me for this please.. I'll tell you everything i know it's my fault for hiding it... But please let me clarify" She sniffed and looked away "what's the point of explaining now....and what will i get from getting angry with you... It's..just that...i failed... it's my ugly fate no one can change it... So why are you apologizing for it?... I'm at fault.. I AM sorry for ruining everything..."
He shushed her before she can blame herself more... "No no!! Don't even think of blaming yourself wifey... It's not your fault at all... And don't curse yourself like that ever! No one is to blame for something that is already written in our fate... We can't do anything about it... right? It's not our fault!! Don't blame yourself please... " She finally burst crying onto his arms... He wrapped her arms around her protectively patting her hair softly... She cried and cried...
He kept whispering sweet words to her and kept reminding it was not her fault... He reminded her how he's always with her no matter whatever happens... After sometime her sobs turned into sniffing and she pulled back from him...
He sighed and cupped her cheeks before telling "I'm so sorry... The doctor suggested me to not tell you about it when you were still recovering because it'd have worsen your condition so i... Decided to hide it.. I was about to tell you today because i never wanted you to know about this heartbreaking truth like this... But i failed... I'm sorry... Before telling you everything my heart wanted to still check it for the last time hoping it's some ugly nightmare but.. destiny has some other plans for us... I'm extremely sorry love..."
Yn looked away hiding her emotions and detached herself from him... She wiped her tears "it's not your fault... I know you only had good intentions but... The point is.. I can't give birth to your heir... I'm deeply ashamed..."
He shook his head and stood up reaching for her hand but she stepped back making him raise his eyebrows...
"Babe pleas-" before he could speak she said something more heartbreaking making his heart shatter...
"If you think I'm not eligible anymore to be your partner which is true... Then w-we can separate..." She said these harsh words without showing any emotions but deep down her heart ached...
He frustratingly held her shoulder with a slightly tight grip out of shock. He looked at her moisty eyes with his disappointed ones and said "Yn do you have any idea what are you even saying?! How can you even think of saying something like this? Leaving me... Separating us just because of something we don't have any control on? Listen love i know... This... This whole situation is very critical but that... That Doesn't mean I'll let you suffer alone... So just calm down okay? We're in this together..! Remember?! Through worse and death we promised to be together! We took the vows! And i wasn't joking whille taking those vows! I mean it! I won't let us get separated just because of a mere report!" He said all these words in great frustration while she controlled her tears...
She pushed him back and replied "What about your heir? I know how much you love kids..Taehyung... You deserve someone who can give you a family but me?... Well I c-can't... So Please understand!"
This time he was triggered as she keeps blaming it on herself and instead of understanding the situation she keeps making it worse... He ran his fingers through his hairs and replied "Yn... Do you really think i married you just for having kids? Do you think there are no other couples without these problems? Do all of them get divorced because of it? No!! Am i willing to leave you? Definitely not in this lifetime!! So why are you being stubborn over it? Please don't make it worse... Please! I told you I'm with you... So why do you want to go away?!! There are many options... Adoption, test tube... But i don't even care if we have kids or not what matters is you!"
She didn't wanna say anything anymore because if she did so... She'd melt and run to his arms... "No Yn... Please... I can't ruin his life even if he insists..." Yn thought this in her mind and turned around to leave from the room...
He frowned seeing her going away and was quick enough to hold her arm... "Fine... I know you might...need some space.. which i totally understand so no need to leave... I'll leave you can stay... We'll talk after you calm down your mind..okay?" He said in a very calm tone trying to understand her point of view... "I'll take that as a yes" and after saying this he left her arm and glanced at her for the last time before leaving the room...
She fell down on her knees the moment he left. She hugged her knees and burst into tears again... "I'm sorry Taehyung.... I'm sorry... But I'm helpless... I don't want to ruin your life because of my selfishness... I hope you understand my situation...please forgive me...God... Why did it have to be me?? What did i do to not deserve a family? Not experience motherhood? Why??? It was My only...d-dream...ughhh!!!" She scratched her arms in frustration and being tired fell asleep on the floor...
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