Hating someone is not easy.
Tian Xin once asked Bei Ran, when Gu Qingchen proposed divorce, she asked Bei Ran, do you hate Gu Qingchen?
Bei Ran said, she didn't hate him.
Because without love, where would hate come from?
At this moment, watching his receding figure, Bei Ran cried her heart out, she said, she hated him!
Or perhaps, love had long been deeply rooted in her heart.
The unnoticeable love in daily life is the hardest to discern whether it continues to grow!
In the calm of everyday life, one grows accustomed to her or his presence.
Just as one is accustomed to the sun rising and setting, just as one is accustomed to the pattern of flowers blooming and withering, just as one is accustomed to the timing of the tides.
When such tranquility is shattered, and a major event falls out of the blue, impacting him or her, that's the moment when the innermost longing, the deep hidden feelings, are awakened.
It's just that love, is now too late.
And hate, has already begun.
