Nathan's POV
Ever since yesterday, since I left Derrick's room,
I couldn't stop thinking about him. I didn't know if it was because he was gentle with me, or because he sucked me off, or if it was because I passed the night in his bed. I couldn't explain it, but I just can't stop thinking about it. About the sex… about his warm mouth wrapped around my cock.
I was supposed to hate his touch, I was supposed to hate the feeling of him inside me, but right now I didn't know what I was feeling anymore. What changed? Why did it seem like his touch became softer, like we actually made love? I just couldn't stop thinking about it.
I looked up at the tiny window in my cell. The sunlight coming through made me smile a little. It was a sunny day, and I was thankful. I hated cold weather—especially since I didn't have a wolf. Without thick clothes, I always froze in this place. But in the cell, I didn't have anything warm.