"Distant But Closer Than Eternity, Yet Yearn For Eachother, Who Are They".
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He knows this will be not good, but he wanted to check her affection level.
Nyx' was looking at him.
Lucien was looking at her.
And out of curiosity she asked, why are you staring me like this, prince Lucien if you want something just give me order, and i will fulfill the order of yours.
Lucien didn't say anything, he was waiting for system to show him her affection level, although he knows, because back when he was on earth, he had played countless dating sim, readed webnovel, manhwa, so he is not surprised.
He knows what this situation actually means, he knows.
You just stay still, and don't move, I am thinking of something interesting, he said to her.
She nodded.
He thought in his mind, am i about to witness, the legendary situation, situation that you only found in manhwa, webnovels and dating sim.
He was scared, but also happy, if this situation is right, and if he is thinking right, that how she feels about the lucien, then this means.
He has found, the guardian and the safety key who will protect him, in this fucking game, if he played this card with perfect game sense, he can survive this world.
And he was ready to sacrifice, his mæġeþhād ( virginity ), because he heard some unholy thought's of her.
He was still thinking, and he got the idea, but Deep down he knew, this idea can ruin him, if he didn't play safely.
He step forward, towards her.
Step, step, step.
And Stop's, Nyx' you are my maid right, he said.
Ofcourse i am your maid', your highness, she said.
Then you don't mind if i, ( "Fuck what am i thinking" ), am i really want's to do this, in his thoughts lucien.
If you, what?, prince lucien, are you thinking of doing something to me, kyaaa, i can't, I am holy maiden, and she laughed.
Yah, yah, holy maiden, who wanted to me to touch her breast and curved body moment ago.
Well you staring at my body, so what can I say, i thought you wanted to touch my Aahm, she said.
Sigh nevermind, Lucien said.
Come little closer Nyx', he said.
And she did.
What i wanted to say, can you sat on it, ( wtf did i just say to her ). He thought.
Sat on it what?, my prince, she asked to him.
Ahhm, I mean to say, can you sat on that chair, fhuuu, he relexd himself, he almost said somethin he shouldn't, his intrusive thought about to ruined him.
Yes my prince, and she sat on the chair.
Anything else my prince, she asked to him.
He replied, no just stay still and don't move, he was looking at her, "fuck", I can't do this, he said in his mind, what will be the society call me if i did this, I am the prince now, I can't, i can't do this.
He was looking at her, he was lost in his thought's.
Is somthing worrying you, my prince, she said.
Fuck yes, i mean no, why would I be worried, he said to her.
He was having war with his intrusive thought, and he finally lost.
He lifted his hand, he was looking at her, and said, don't mind me Nyx', i know I shouldn't be doing this, but can you resist this urge of mine, if any other person was here instead of him, they have done the same shit, shi I am about to do.
And placed his hand gently on her head, and slowly started to pet her, he was feeling it, yes this it, I can feel, fucking awesome, this hits the spot, he was petting her like she was a cat.
She was looking at him with fears eye, what are you a, you doing right now, my prince, and she closed her eyes, she was feeling it his gentle touch, this was first time someone petted her head.
Nothing just checking something interesting, he said with smirk.
Wh, what do yooooou mean, prince Lucien, she said.
She was wagging her tail, one moment she smiles, at another she shows her anger, and now she was pouting.
The Demonic Dragon and The Demigod my maid, making cute face and wagging her tail, because of my touch, will the world believe him what he is seeing right now he thought.
And then.
"Cute", word slipped out of Lucien's mouth, WTF did i just say to her, fuck.
Now she was looking at him with smug face.
Am i cute, Prince Lucien, she asked.
Fuck it' id don't care anymore, in order to win her, and in order to have her as my backup, and in order to.
Yes you are, he said.
And now she was smiling.
Fuck i wanna bite those goddamen chicks, he said.
But he was holding himself.
And the system finally show's her affection level to lucien.
[ Ding! Affection level of Nyx' E Moon -
Affection level limit - 100.
E Moon's Affection level - ∞%%%%%%%%%.
Current status - Dark love, Prince lover, Devoted to lucien, Yandere in your language.
Personality new updated - she will do anything, if the order comes from lucien.
Status - yearn for his love ( lucien ), "another memories"
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Well i am not surprised, i knew it her, status, affection level gonna be like this, yandere, who loves the prince, he said.
And how fucking deep is her love for him, system can't even measure her love.
Forgive me lucien, i know, i know I am about to use her feelings for my gain, but i don't have any choice, so forgive me.
As he was praying, to be forgiven, system rang again.
"Memories of Lucien Vale Enigma is missing from this body, system is unable to detect, unable to find".
What how can be there no memory, how is this even possible, he asked to himself.
He was thinking about this memory problem, but Nyx' interrupted him.
Prince Lucien, how long do you intend to pet my head, she asked.
Lucien startled.
I,i was about to stop, he said.
You don't have to Stop, if you don't want to, she said.
Lucien didn't say anything.
He thought should i check her love, should i check how far I can go.
He wanted to cheak, he never had someone, who have this kind of feeling towards him.
Because in his previous life, his ( Alex ) girlfriend breakup with him, the day he confessed her, his love life didn't last long, he never had this kind of situation, he never kissed his girlfriend, other women.
He wanted to test Nyx'.
Can you close your eyes, Nyx', he said to her.
Is something wrong my prince, why do i need to close my eyes, she asked.
Are you trying to do something other than petting my head, she asked.
Lucien was shocked, despite being perverted, she was sharp.
I will not do anything, just close eyes of your, he said.
And she did.
He was looking at her, he was enchanted by her beauty, moment ago she was pouting, and now she was calm, and now she has closed her eyes, she look a like Divine goddess, he never seen somthing like her.
He relexd himself, and lean his head towards her, he was now seeing her lips, lips like a sun, he knew, if he go any further, he will burn himself.
He was about to kiss her.
Her eyes were still closed.
But something moved inside him, and he thought am i doing right thing, she loved Lucien not the Alex.
Just because I want to survive in this world, just because i want to have her as a my guardian my backup, I am trying to play with her, her heart, he thought.
If one day she found out, that I am not the lucien, what she will do, will she kill me, or will she forgive me, she is demigod now.
She is destined to become true God or maybe something far greater.
And if she found out just because i wanted to use her, her feelings towards lucien, for my gain, will she forgive me.
And he stop's himself.
You can open eyes of yours, Nyx', he said.
What happened my prince, you did nothing, and yet you give me a command, not to open my eyes, and here you staring at me with smile on face of yours.
I was just joking, he said while looking at her with smile.
He thought, i know she is broken, i know her love towards him, may be dark may be she is yandere, but now he don't want to break her, he don't want to play with her, he don't want to use her for his survival, he don't care now.
Now he wants to know, why the goddess of demonic being, goddess of divine flame, demigod, why she love him, no why she love lucien, he was curious, and jealous.
He closed his eyes, forgive me lucien, i know she loves you, but now I am inside your body, so i can't ignore her feelings, i want to know her, i want to know my maid, my demigod extra character who never existed in original story, i want to know her, her story, i want to know everything, he said.
If you are alive, and looking towards me, or some day you deside to come back in to this body, but until that moment comes, i want to enjoy this new life, and i decided to understand her, and I will.
He laughed, no if i ended up having feelings towards her, you won't be getting this body back he said to lucien, i will become a god, no i will become somthing far greater than god, and Lucien, "i desided", she will be my another reason to stay in this world, beside killing Demon God Xir'.
For this to become a reality he need to become a strong, and in order to become a strong, he needed lucien's memory, he desided to ask Nyx' About him, about the lucien.
And so he did, he asked her.
Nyx', he said.
Yes my prince, she replied.
What kind of person I am, and how good my situation is, in the royal family he asked.
Are you sure, you okay my prince, she said.
Why, he asked.
Because you been saying those strange things, like you don't remember anything, she said.
Yes, when I was using my Divine sword, in order to see my limits, i accidentally hearted my head, and i can't remember some of my memory.
I can't remember anything besides, me being the Prince Of Enigma, and my name, your name ( he added this to make her happy ), i can't remember anything else, he said.
Are you sure it' okay, and are you not hurt anywhere else, she was looking at him with worries.
Although he knows she was worrying about the lucien, but he was happy, because in this life he have someone who is worried about him, care about him.
I , I'll call for the divine doctor, she said with worried look.
He stop's her, no don't, I am okay, i am just having memory issues, I can't remember some of my memories, you don't have to panic, Just tell me About myself, tell me about my family, he said.
Although he knows, she have skill to caught my lies, but she won't be able to.
Because he knows, his skill poker face and genius sucker is working like a wall, so he knew, he is safe, she won't be able to figure out, if he is telling a lie or truth.
Ok my prince I'll tell you, she said.
And he sat beside her, now tell me, about me, the lucien the prince first, he said.
You are the youngest prince lucien, youngest prince of kingdom Enigma, you have five brothers, and four sisters.
All of them are one or two years older then you, you have good relationship with your all brothers and sisters, all of them are from different mothers, but they all are humble and kind, but keep in mind all mother queens are not good, even if your brother's and sisters love you like a family.
All queen's comes from different family, this why they hate eachother, but they love equally to the king, king Aldric, after all he is the prime God, who is rulling over this mighty kingdom, but no one knows how powerfull he is, you have good relationship with your mother, you have good relationship with people of kingdom's.
Some noble respects you some not, and your brother's and sisters, all of your brother's and sisters are strong compere to them, you are right now little weak, all of them are unawaken like you afterall.
And about the personality of yours, you are kind but sometimes you love to showoff royal authority of yours, you love sword traning, you love tea, you love social outings, you love nature, you love people of kingdom.
But the main thing you love, is torturing your enemy's, you love killing your enemy, you love killing Demonic feeind, you love hunting, you love everything, but you hate everything.
You hate eating late, you hate study's, you hate yourself, you hate God, you hate weakness of yours, but you never told me about the weakness so I don't know my prince, she said.
Lucien knew, knew that he is not inside the original story, he knows, this is not the same game anymore, but this much difference.
Because in original storyline, Lucien never existed, so he knew how much royal heir hated eachother, he knows how much original storyline is changed just because he reincarnated or transmigration as extra, but not This extant.
He sighed, well this good for me, he said.
Originally story, was like this he needed to fight his brother's and sisters, he needed to survive, he needed to be worry of his own family, but now he don't have to, atleast somthing having different this in the story, making him feel good and, relax, but he knows this peace won't last long.
I remember now, because of you Nyx', thanks to you, he said.
Are you sure my prince, you don't want to see divine doctor, she said.
But he replied, i am now okay, don't worry about me, he said with gentle smile.
She was looking at him.
And he grabbed his black jacket symbol of dragon engraved on it, let's go, he said.
I need to go, and do some training, afterll instructor dan is waiting for me, he said with gentle smile.
She nodded.
Both of them gets up from their chair, and now they headed toward's their destination, one is about to face his instructor, and one is about to help other one to adjust this new life.