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Chapter 13 - Chapter Thirteen: The Offer

The email arrived on a rainy Tuesday morning, tucked innocently between newsletters and client updates. Ava clicked on it without thinking, sipping her coffee, expecting just another vendor confirmation or quarterly report.

Subject: URGENT – Feature Pitch Acceptance: TEDx Manhattan

She blinked.

And blinked again.

Then her coffee cup hit the desk with a soft thud, and her heart started racing.

They wanted her.

They'd read her essay—the one about rebuilding identity after heartbreak, about the healing power of community and resilience—and they wanted her to speak. On a stage. In New York. In three months.

Julian's voice echoed in her head, a memory from weeks ago.

"You don't even see how powerful your words are, Ava."

Now someone else had seen them too.

When she told Julian that night, she could barely get the words out. He was stirring a pot of pasta in the kitchen, and she leaned against the doorway, heart hammering.

"They chose me," she said.

He turned around, brows raised. "Who did?"

"TEDx," she said. "Manhattan."

Julian froze mid-stir. "Wait. Are you serious?"

She nodded, her mouth splitting into an uncontrollable smile. "I'm going to speak. On their stage. In front of a thousand people."

Julian set the spoon down and crossed the room in two strides, wrapping her in a tight embrace.

"Ava," he whispered against her hair. "That's incredible."

She clung to him, part of her still not believing it. "They want me to move to New York for two months. Prep sessions, meetings, rehearsals… everything."

He pulled back, his smile faltering just slightly. "Two months?"

"I know. It's fast. And huge. But I want to do it."

His gaze searched hers, then slowly, he nodded. "Then we'll make it work."

Making it work sounded simple enough. They'd survived big decisions before. Hadn't they chosen each other over and over?

But as the weeks passed and the TEDx preparation became all-consuming, the cracks began to show.

Ava spent long nights on Zoom with her mentor, reworking paragraphs, practicing stage presence, debating story structure. She flew back and forth for meetings, her suitcase becoming a semi-permanent fixture by the door.

Julian was supportive—at least, he tried to be.

But he missed her.

Missed their mornings. Missed having her fall asleep beside him. Missed the way she used to hum in the kitchen or leave sticky notes on the bathroom mirror with half-thought poems.

She still called every day. Still kissed him like she meant it when she landed home, no matter how late.

But something between them had changed. Not in love. Just in weight. In balance.

One night, while Ava was packing for her final two-month stay in New York, Julian leaned against the bedroom doorway and asked quietly, "Are we going to be okay?"

She looked up from her suitcase, blinking. "What do you mean?"

"This is… a lot," he said. "And I'm proud of you, more than you know. But it feels like I'm not part of your world right now. Just watching from the window."

Ava closed the suitcase slowly. "I didn't mean to make you feel that way."

"I know," he said. "But it's still how I feel."

She walked over, took his hands in hers. "This matters to me. Not just the talk—but proving to myself that I can do this."

"I know it does," he said. "And I want you to. I'm just scared that when you're done… maybe you'll realize you don't need me anymore."

Her eyes softened. "Needing you was never the point, Julian. I want you. That's the difference."

He exhaled, tension loosening in his shoulders.

"Promise me something?" he asked.

"Anything."

"Don't let this change what we've built. Don't forget the version of you that curled up on my couch and said you were scared—but stayed anyway."

"I won't forget," she said. "Because that version of me is still here. She just has a mic in her hand now."

New York was a whirlwind.

The city was loud, fast, electric—everything Ava had once feared and now found intoxicating. The rehearsal hall became her second home, filled with people whose stories were bold and broken and beautiful. She wasn't just preparing a talk. She was becoming someone new.

Each night, she video called Julian from a tiny Airbnb with yellow walls and creaky floors. Sometimes, they talked for hours. Sometimes, she was too exhausted to do more than whisper goodnight.

But he was there. Every time.

And she realized that what they had was bigger than just time or distance. It was made of listening. Of choosing. Of growing—sometimes together, sometimes apart, but always in the same direction.

The night of her talk, Julian flew in.

He sat in the fourth row, straight-backed, eyes locked on her as she stepped into the spotlight. Her voice shook at first. But then she saw him—his unwavering gaze, his small, proud smile—and she steadied.

She spoke her truth.

About pain and healing. About losing herself in someone else, and finding herself again. About the kind of love that doesn't complete you—but joins you, whole to whole.

When she stepped off the stage, there were tears in her eyes. And Julian was there, arms open, waiting.

"You were everything," he whispered into her hair.

"So are you," she breathed.

That night, they walked through the city, hand in hand, the lights of Manhattan glimmering like a promise above them.

"Can I ask you something?" she said as they reached the Brooklyn Bridge.

"Anything."

"If I told you I got offered a job here… a permanent one… would that change things?"

He looked at her, heart tight. "Did you?"

"Not yet. But someone mentioned a role at a nonprofit that works with women's recovery groups. I'd love it."

He was quiet for a long moment. Then: "I'd follow you here."

Ava stopped walking. "You would?"

Julian turned to her, eyes warm. "I'd follow you anywhere. But only if we do it together."

She smiled. "Always."

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