Zai
Maybe I'm desperate but there is no trouble in that, except the fact I'm in
Jamaica. Well that may seem nice but the problem is im gay. Only
a few people know. I'm Zai and I have only a few friends, Kai and Zai nobody
else really. I've known Kai my whole life. We are siblings, and she is one of my
only friends.
Our mom is Arabic she used to be really traditional until she married dad
Alijada isn't very pleased about that but we don't see her anymore mom taught
us Arabic and dad taught us Jamaican patois I am self taught in English Alijada is
our arabic grandma our jamaican grandma is granni. My best friend lives in bonaire.
Iza is straight, I think but I still told him I'm gay.
I've known Iza since I turned ten. Momma brought him to my birthday party. I've
always liked Iza but if the police knew I'd be screwed and if Iza knew I would be
More screwed. Maybe I'm not the smartest. I don't even know where I'll end up when I'm
older but I hope it's in bonaire. It's beautiful there, the culture is beautiful and the
people, mainly the cops there are a lot nicer than they are here.
Iza is moving here but I don't know why. Jamaica is beautiful but not perfect. I don't
I think he will like the violence. The good part is he will live closer to me. I'm so happy
Iza is going to live with us. He is so nice Zai looks out the window watching, staring
waiting for Iza.