I closed my eyes with satisfaction at least my comrades are going to be okay. Only one of them has a severe injury but at least it isn't life-threatening. Our mission is going to be a success and only at a small price, of my life. It is okay, living was a pain and now I am going to be relieved from it. I think this is a blessing in disguise. I could finally rest. Breathing is getting harder and harder by every breath I inhale. My whole body had gone numb. I couldn't feel any pain now. I am surrounded by the pool of my own blood. Then the regret hit me, if only I could have done more, if only I could have saved more. I was useless, my life was a waste. I wasn't even able to save those I loved, I am a complete failure. I am going to get reunited with them but do I deserve them? I wanted to see those three grow up, I know I won't be able to now. I hope they get the happiness they deserve. Looks like seeing them growing up is just going to be a dream, a dream that wouldn't come true and maybe it's right. I smiled to myself, I have been a mess my whole life haven't I. At least the ending is good. What could be more honorable death. A seventeen year old sacrificed her life for the sake of her people. Yeah, I know I'm going overboard but it sounds nice. Sacrifices like ours are never mentioned. They ought to remain in the dark just as our deeds. I embraced thinking about those whom I loved in my last moments and then I closed my eyes letting my wounds catch up to me. I died knowing my companions are going to be okay, and that was enough. Atleast those three have a future waiting in front of their bright eyes. My misery is going to end, finally it is all going to be over. Everything went black after it. Suddenly I heard some noises, I could feel something hit my cheek and a cry escaped my mouth, I wasn't even able to control it. Wait, what! I should be dead right now, why would I even feel something hitting my cheek. Itdoesn't make any sense. And then there was this humming sound. I opened my eyes and looked around, I couldn't even lift my own head and then it started to make a little sense. I was a baby again. Why? All I wanted was to die! Why? Was my last wish so hard to grant! Why? Making new bonds was the last thing I wanted. Then why? I don't get any of this! Why? I don't want to live anymore! Thenwhy? I never wanted a new life! Why? I died an honorable death. Then why? Why! Why! Why! Why! I just wanted to disappear! Then why?
Few days have passed and I got to know about my family. Thanks to my new brother, ofcourse! For some reason he just thought it would be a great idea to introduce the whole family to a few days old. I live in a joint family. My family include me, my mother Sunita, my father Amit, my uncle Karan, my aunt Suman and my genius elder brother Kush. The family is busy celebrating arrival of a baby girl in their family while I'm mourning! I don't understand why would they celebrate arrival of a useless, heartless and unworthy assassin in their home. I mean they should just abandon me, this is best for everyone. A child like me shouldn't be allowed to exist in the first place. I don't get it at all, why, why would my idiot brother sing lullaby to a bloodstained murderer! Why? Just stop being like this! It hurts. This isn't right and it needs to stop. I just want to be alone! Why can't this happen? I don't want such a pure soul to be corrupted by the likes of me! I hope this family disown me or there is some sort of accident killing me or something but just stop! This family deserves a happy child, a normal child not a kid who learned the art of taking a life by the age of five. Why them? Why did a curse like me get here? Coming of a new one was supposed to bring prosperity to this house not misfortune. Whatever is happening is wrong! Really wrong! This just has to end. I don't want to make new bonds just to loose them again. I don't want to make bonds I can't protect. I don't want to see people die just because of a disgrace like me! I just want this family to have a peaceful life, a normal life. That's what they deserve not me!