lets start when back then when i was born all my family adored me like im a princes and they named me Brianna haha sily right okay by the way im from philippines in cabagan isabela philippines is the best you can see many good places here and many nice peoples the peoples here are all hardworking and very selfless but other people isnt really nice nice haha now lets start when i was in daycare everybdy knows that im very small and tan colored but ohboy im a very mad person like one time this classmate of mine is so annoying she always makes fun of me but then i had enough so one time when she was answering in the blackbord i pulled her hair hard and it feels good but my dumd old daycare teacher called my mom and i was in trouble but it was worth it,and one time mhe i was playing around and jumping in a tree i lost my balance and bumped my head so my nanny need to come and pick me up from daycare,when i turnned 4 everything turnned upside down you see my mom is pregnant and its a baby brother and ther was a big big twist everybody changed their favorite by the time they got home from the hospital they started letting me do house chores and my neighbors are starting to to me that im a witch and my brother is 10times better than me at first i never mined and started loving my baby brother bla,bla,bla yes but when i turnned grade4 it all changed again my family started blaming me for every problems that i dont even know like when they lost their phone they started shouting at me and blaming me ,but one day when i was criying my dads brother got into a motor accident and when we reached to the hospital my mother started criying and said "this is all you fault because of you criying" i stayed quiyet i was thinking that why me im sting a child and yet they started blaming me and we went to my fathers brothers home to take care of my cousins everything is grate but then one night whe me and my cousins are talking all of the adult started criying and my kom said your uncle is gone i was very shocked and all of them was so sad specialy may uncles family so we stayed there for one month until they recovered so we went back home but my dad was still not happy through the days then one night someone calle in the middle of the night and they said my grandmother is gone from my dads side it was another very sad night they said her cause of death is cardiacarrest its when you heart stopped pumping blood then after 2weeks i started going to school again but the since they died i have changed i suddenly alway over think and cry when im done my brain is starting to drain of i tried telling may family but still they dont heer anything then i started getting more and more bad i started failing my grades i started crying every night im always angry like everything is a big deal and i started thinking something that ca hurt my feeling still no one helped me in school,in home i feel like i only have myself but i got better in grade5,but when i turnned into grade6 its more bad than grade4 everyone bullies me at home at school at my cousins i have high grades but they dont even care like in home when i get a on mistake they will yell at me call me dumb call me just die call me nothing call me nothing in this world and says bad word at me in school they call me black they backstob me thay sya i vant be seen in the dark even my family all they care about is my brother ifeel worthless i fell like i was an outsider and it started getting into my mental health and i started getting anger isues and anxiety its hard specialy when no one cares and everybody says that im a liar its so hard i started criying every night thinking who am i and when its my gaduation day they started saying that im stubborn and i even started crying in my graduation day and i planned that in high school i wont let anyone bully me again.
chapter 2 coming soon