Hollands had always wanted to be a cop. It was something that he had always wanted to be since he saw his older brother's uniform and badge. The shiny brass metal of the badge gave him a mystical lure that demanded his attention and devotion. His older brother had joined the police force when he was in the first phase of being a teenager. He watched his older brother's excitement over years and had determined to be just like him. Until his brother made to detective and be ane a partner to a senior detective.
That's when his brother stopped smiling proudly...
That's when the mystical lure of the badge began to fade....
Then....
There was an accident involving his brother and his partner..... His brother never made it while his partner was never punished for his incompetence...