"Haha..." I chuckled. The tears streaming down my eyes. "I can't be this weak to cry... just for her...right?" I said to myself, crying quietly in my room. My close friend, Maya, she...she suicided, she was being bullied, i tried to stop but...nothing worked. "Why her? why not me? what did she do?" i spoke to myself until i heard someone coming in the direction of my room. Oh fuck. It was my fucking dad. I hated him. For no reason at all.
I wiped my tears, quickly and put on some quick foundation so he doesn't know that i was crying.
"Hey, dear, why aren't you asleep yet? Go back to sleep." Dad spoke, my heart clenched. I felt pity for this poor man as his only daughter, me, hated him.
"okay dad..." I said, controlling my emotions.
Dad left. My eyes bursting to tears again, both for this poor man and my friend.
It hurts. It hurts. I just want to get out of this...mess...Mom is cheating, i know it since i was like seven... dad doesnt know about it...i am just afraid to tell...what if they divorce? what if...what if... there are just too many what ifs... i am just afraid that we'll become a broken family...so i didn't reveal...