✿ CHAPTER 6 ✿
I shivered as his fingertips traced slow circles on my bare skin, heat blooming where he touched.
Our breath mingled together, the air between us thick with anticipation.
I couldn't believe I was doing it with a complete stranger I had met just a few hours earlier. My head was spinning.
His fingers dug deeper into my hips, and I took this as a clear warning. he wanted to be in control...
Tears in my eyes as I whimpered...I felt him stop moving just for a second.
"Are you ok little one? should I stop?" I believed his words when he said he was going to be gentle...but now I could feel my insides ripping apart.
"Look at me," he gazed into my eyes as if he was trying to rip my soul out of my body.
That look always made my heart race, as if he were about to hypnotize or devour me completely.
"Oh God! Please-" I whimpered
The next morning I found myself laying on the bed with a man.
All over my body aching and covered in hickeys...I rubbed my eyes multiple times to know if I was still in a dream as I couldn't believe what was happening...all the events from last night flashing across my mind...
I covered my mouth in shock as I realized what I had done...
"No no, this can't be happening" I whispered, I looked over at Leonard, as he was still soundly asleep...he looked so calm in his sleep but...
"What a beast" I scoffed as I carefully got out of bed trying my best not to awaken the beast.
I was too embarrassed to imagine what his expression would look like when he saw me sober.
I felt utterly disgusted with myself.
I hurriedly put on my clothes, grabbed my purse, and exited the room immediately.
I couldn't afford to stay one more minute here.
A few minutes later I was outside the club.
"Right, my car" I searched for my car keys in my purse...I had to leave here immediately.
"Got it" I finally found my car keys...I got in immediately and drove away...
"My goodness, what have you done Amelia!, you fool!" I hit the steering wheel in anger...
"How could you be so reckless and, and-"
"Wait...he used protection, right? right?" My heart was pounding...I couldn't possibly be ignorant to this...to the fact we both didn't use protection at all.
"How could you be so stupid Amelia!, he didn't even use protection!" I scolded myself harshly, I had to think of an idea. my life can't just end this way.
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I racked my brain thinking of a solution while I drove.
"Right, no panicking, I can just get some contraceptive pills" I took a deep breath as I drove to a nearby pharmacy.
I can't let anyone know I took a contraceptive pill or I'm a total dead meat.