Beep....Beep...Beep.
"How is the patient?" the doctor asked.
The nurse spoke, "Not much time left..."
"Did you contact it's parent's?" The doctor spoke "it" with such disgust that the nurse was at a loss for words.
"I have...but they won't be coming."
"I see." With that the doctor left.
The nurse stood there for a moment, not sure of what to say. Her doe eye's stared at the doctor's back in a trance when she woke up in a jolt. "What a pity life you have....miss." She sighed, "I hope you get a better family in the next life."
The nurse spoke with a gentle voice to the person on the bed. Yet the person seemed not to hear. The nurse gave a light smile as she went away, and the door's closed with a light thud.
Beep...Beep...Beep..
There was a sound of only the heart monitor, inside the empty room. A dead body lay on a bed, no...not yet a dead body.
The person was still barely breathing. Breathing and alive, however it was an ugly sight. The person had an oxygen mask on, the head was bald, with no trace of hair whatsoever. The skin was old and wrinkly, even though the patient was barely nineteen. Eye's were shut tightly, and the body was almost lifeless....with no meat.
I wouldn't call it lifeless just yet, because my soul is still in the body, but very soon it won't be.
Beep.....beep....beep
looks like the heart machine is slowing down...I'm about to die. I tried to smile as this thought came across my mind but I couldn't no matter what. My muscles would not move an inch.
Ah, just how did I manage to get here?
That's right...there's mother.....and father.....why didn't they come? Parent's usually care in the drama's. Do they hate me that much?
Though these type of thought's ran across my mind, I refused to let a single tear be wasted due to them.
All my life, I only wanted was them. No matter what, I never gave up, I tried everything to get there approval only to be used and used and then finally abandoned, hell they won't even come for my dead body!
I never understood my parents...as to why they let me live when I was a baby when they could have just killed me?
Why?
WHY!?
why....?
If only I could go back in the past, If only I knew the result would be this...I would have never wasted my life.
If only I wasn't gullible.
If only they killed me after I was born.
Or....If only my brother was never born.
IF ONLY....IF ONLY....IF ONLY!!!!
JUST A PATHETIC 'IF ONLY' THAT WOULD NEVER COME TRUE!
Why must god be this cruel too me? What have I ever done wrong?
They say our brain play's our life's best memories for 7 minutes before it dies....Why is mine empty?
Damn....It's completely empty...I'm hopeless at this point.
beep...beep...beep....
Is this how the chapter of my life is going to end?
no...
No!
NO!
I REFUSE! HOW DARE SOMEONE CONTROL ME!?
how dare they...
If only I could be reborn in the past....heh. That would be great. I thought as my mind slowly drifted into a void, filled with darkness and before I knew it I became unconscious.
The heart machine stopped.
Haha...so this was how I died? A pity indeed, but now it's time for revenge.